The thing about happiness is…
it isn’t determined by others,
it isn’t found in others,
you can’t buy it
and you can’t own it.
You can only feel it
when you free yourself
from your own expectations,
when you open your heart
The thing about happiness is…
it’s already in you
waiting to be acknowledged.
4.5 stars- Spoiler Alert
I don’t know how to describe how utterly devastating & heartbreaking this book is. It is one of the hardest book i read so far. (this and may be the child called it) I need a long hug to recover from this.
I was so happy when the second book was announced ! Suzanne is alive !! she’s alive and after all they went through they deserve a happy ever after!! but why why why why they have to endure so much more pain ??!
why can’t it be easy??! why can’t Suzanne be well ?? why can’t she just be better ??
Z you are a saint !!!!! I love you ! I give you 10 fucking star for the boy friend of the year. I cried for a very single pain you endure. At some point I did believe Marcus was right in saying loving Suzanne is exhausting. I feel exhausted , for Z, for fighting his happy ever after. At some point I feel like giving up on Suzanne. I feel like slapping her every single time she pushed Z away and runs for Mack. Every time that happen my heart breaks for Z.
I cried for Z, I ache for for Mack and both Kayla , I was deeply sadden for Marcus. Why do they have to suffer so much along with Suzanne. Fate is cruel , love feels so cruel.
Her whole life is a tragedy, it’s not her fault but I feel for her, I understand her craziness , I understood her confusion and I empathise with her numbness. Reading through her words putting my self in her shoe, sometimes i feel like I am her i could be her if given the same life fuck up events happens. If all that happen to me fuck, I want to feel fucking numb. It’s fucking overwhelming. This whole book is so overwhelming, gut wrenching devastating.
I endured it , praying till the end until they found their happy ending. Praying Suzanne is finally well. But that ending, that fucking ending , that giggle ????? Does that mean she still sick??Whyy?? don’t let her be sick any more !!! I’m not accepting that!!!!!
The chemistry in this book was intense. I was suck in from the very first meeting by the lake. I fall in love with Blythe & Chris and fall in love with the whole family. They are one messed up family, but absolutely loveable and adorably funny.
Blythe & Chris love story is gut wrenching. I was sobbing, the emotion was so raw & real. ( My husband was scared shit of me when I started to screaming & sobbing at 70% mark, I was not consolable) I wanted to really hate Chris but I can’t , I love him just as much as Blythe . ( though sometimes I felt I love Sabin more than Chris ) Although It was heartbreaking to read and the fact that broken hero is not normally my cup of tea, I keep cheering for Blythe to keep fighting.
The only reason I’m not giving it full 5 stars, is that I can say that I knew it all along !! I just knew it! all of it! I only wished the stories wouldn’t have given too much away at the beginning so it could wow me in the end.
The stories was heartfelt & beautifully written , the characters was beyond lovable, I was move beyond words, And the sex ! yes the sex was intense and explosive , but I just wished I could be gobsmack with the ending. I don’t know how to describe how I’m feeling, may be I was too crazy about flat out of love and just felt this book is lacking something.
I don’t normally like beta male character , but I fall in love with Finn. I kept praying each step of the way that Blaine suffers incruciating death and Finn & Lilith will find their happy ending. Finn & Lilith senses of humour is so refreshingly funny & adorable. It’s the silver lining of all the bitterness of this book. It’s what make this book worth the read & its what made me fall in love with them.
To say this book is heart breaking & devastating to read does not remotely reflect my emotional turmoil. Have you ever felt so angry and so sad at the same time, and still manage to smile and laugh at the sarcastic joke thrown at you?? I wish there’s a simple English word to describe this book. The emotional depth you get from reading this book is just unbelivable .
This book have some seriously disturbing content, you may find the rape , drug abuse scenes a bit too much at times. This is not your kinky bdsm or your Stockholm syndrome fantasy , it’s pure sadist that will make you cry.
This book is not for the light hearted .but if you are looking for an emotional & beautifuly story about star cross Lover than this is the ultimate book to read. highly recommended.